IRAQ: IT’S TIME TO COME HOME
It is hard not to get depressed and overwhelmed by our inability to stop the madness of this war.
It was particularly difficult to read the last post from “A Star of Mosul.” A young girl/woman she has always managed to reach for hope as she and her family have tried to survive in the midst of war. We have been blessed that she has chosen to share snippets of her life over the past few years.
This is some of what she recently told us on Friday, October 26:
Breathing slowly.. In and out … that’s what I have to do to keep myself from crying, and stay alive.
I’m more depressed than I’ve ever been in the last year I think.
It’s weird. I thought going to college would be all I need …Most of the lecturers this year are very educated, mostly professors with PhDs. I feel stupid. Is it possible that I have forgot so much of what I’ve studied before, or is it that my brain needs to be reactivated? …
I’m sick of talking about the bad situation. I just hate the mornings, there’s always shooting and many explosions. I always have doubt that I’ll not make it to college, the roads are rarely open.
I’m so very very depressed. I almost cry everytime people ask me why I look so sad. I can’t even see the full half of the glass I used to cling to …
When my cousin drives me, I feel the need to keep talking, I just hate the silence. But because of my deep depression, and to keep myself from crying, I didn’t talk much this time. I concentrated on the road, something I rarely do (I still haven’t learned the way to my school, I can’t get my brain to concentrate on roads at all). I couldn’t believe all the wreckage on the way. Building after building, destroyed, burnt. Black signs announcing deaths. Smoke from a new explosion. We had to stop few times to clear the road for the police or the Americans …

That’s not what I call home. We’re really strangers in our country. Oh well, excuse me, I don’t think “our” should be used anymore. I’m not sure whose country it is, but it’s not mine for sure.
A classmate’s brother was injured with a shrapnel and died on the first day of Eid. She came to college wearing black. We gave her our condolences. She started crying, my friend started crying with her. We would’ve all started crying if it wasn’t for that new lecturer who shouted at us for not going into the lab at time. We all hate him now.
She’s the second classmate who lost her brother this year.
Studying engineering in college is hard enough in the best of times. Our hearts go out to The Star of Mosul who must study in the middle of the madness of war.

And from the trauma of Iraqis, we move to what we have done to our soldiers. Two articles in particular illuminate the price the soldiers must pay.Michael Weisskopf reports in Time magazine about a new study of Army reservists from the Journal of the American Medical Association.
Army reservists — who constitute nearly a third of the 1.5 million Americans who have served in Iraq — require psychological treatment at twice the rate of active duty soldiers …
The study by the Journal of the American Medical Association (JAMA) focused on 88,235 soldiers who were screened twice: first when they returned from Iraq; and second, after three to six months at home. Although reservists had similar battlefield experiences as active-duty troops, they suffered substantially higher rates of depression, interpersonal conflict, suicidal thoughts and post-traumatic stress disorder — a disparity that grew dramatically over time.
Both groups reported higher rates of psychological problems in the follow-up screening, leading authors from Walter Reed Army Medical Center to conclude that assessing soldiers right after they had come home significantly underestimated the mental health toll of the war. For example, only 3.5% of active-duty soldiers and 4.2% of reservists were initially worried about fighting with spouses, family members and close friends. Asked several months later about actual conflicts, rates rose to 14% and 21.1%, respectively. Depression rates doubled for active duty and tripled for reserve soldiers over time …
42.4% of reservists had a mental health problem identified by a clinician, a high rate that the authors attribute to the fear of losing military health benefits, separation from a supportive military community and the stresses of civilian work.

The British seems to admit their failures far more easily than American military leaders. General Sir Richard Dannatt, the UK Chief of the General Staff, offered a particularly frank evaluation of the morale of the British soldiers who have been serving in Iraq and Afghanistan. The UK Telegraph reports:
General Sir Richard Dannatt … reveals in a top-level report that the present level of operations is “unsustainable”, the Army is “under-manned” and increasing numbers of troops are “disillusioned” with service life … [and] our forces can’t carry on like this …
“We must strive to give individuals and units ample recuperation time between operations, but I do not underestimate how difficult this will be to achieve whilst under-manned and with less robust establishments than I would like … ”
In the new report, he says that operations on the two fronts of Iraq and Afghanistan are putting soldiers and their families under “great pressure”, and that the long-term impact of operations is “damaging” and is “mortgaging the goodwill of our people”.
Taking into account what’s happening to both the British and American soldiers, it is not surprising to learn that more and more GIs are taking drastic action to escape this unending nightmare.
Lolita C. Baldor of the Associated Press reveals that the desertion rate in the US Army is up 80% since 2003:
Soldiers strained by six years at war are deserting their posts at the highest rate since 1980 …
While the totals are still far lower than they were during the Vietnam War, when the draft was in effect, they show a steady increase over the past four years and a 42 percent jump since last year …
The Army defines a deserter as someone who has been absent without leave for longer than 30 days. The soldier is then discharged as a deserter.
According to the Army, about nine in every 1,000 soldiers deserted in fiscal year 2007, which ended Sept. 30, compared to nearly seven per 1,000 a year earlier. Overall, 4,698 soldiers deserted this year, compared to 3,301 last year ..
While the Army does not have an up-to-date profile of deserters, more than 75 percent of them are soldiers in their first term of enlistment. And most are male.
The price that we pay for this war - Iraqis and Americans and British - continues to grow.
It’s Time To Come Home!
























